Zilele trecute am fost intr-o stare de contemplare, si de fiecare data, cand devin nostalgic, imi pun aceleasi intrebari: mai exact, contest lucrurile pe care le credeam adevaruri absolute. Si il confirm pe Churchill cand spune ca ceea ce ne aduce necazuri nu este ceea ce nu stim, ci ceea ce stim sigur si nu este adevarat. Asadar, ma intreb acum, daca iubirea poate totusi sa invinga totul, indiferent de circumstane. Daca in forma ei pura, poate trece peste barierele cotidianului si sfidator sa zambeasca cu un "v-am spus eu" pe fundal? Daca un suflet iubeste un alt suflet, garanteaza cineva ca va izbuti iubirea? Eu zic ca da. Iar experienta(nu, nu experienta, simtirea, caci eu iubesc cu sufletul si condamn cu mintea)mi-a demonstrat ca ceea ce cred nu e adevarat. Daca un suflet iubeste un alt suflet, va izbuti iubirea? Nu neaparat. Dar trebuie? Ar fi frumos fara dar si poate. Doar ca, spunea Rebreanu ceva frumos- te iubesc pentru ca ma iubesti. Asta nu e iubire, e un schimb, iti satisfac o nevoie de dragul reciprocitatii. Te iubesc pentru ca te iubesc si nimic mai mult. Aici incepe iubirea. Iti multumesc ca te iubesc- iata cantecul iubirii. Ori, eu cred ca daca iubesti pe cineva, atunci ai mereu persoana aceea in inima ta, si nu pleaca indiferent ce se intampla.
Si tunci, can it? Can love conquer all? It might, but i guess the feelings that the struggle gives you is more important than the reward itself.
Ma uit la voi si imi dati speranta. Ma uit la voi si am indoieli. Ma uit la voi si totusi cred. Si asta e lectia voastra, ca dupa atata timp, totusi mai cred in ceea ce simtiti. So can it? it could!

Violenta este o forma de manifestare a incompetentei , cand ratiunea rateaza lamentabil. In fond, evolutia inseamna ca omul primitiv nu i-a dat in cap cu piatra inamicului sau, ci i-a tras o injuratura sanatoasa. Dar nu rare au fost momentele in care ma gandeam- asta merita un pumn sanatos. Nu o sa am aceasi satisfactie daca voi castiga un argument rational, ca satisfactie perfida de a-i trage una sanatoasa in gura. Oare stapanirea emotiilor echivaleaza cu teama de a incepe un conflict si, in esenta noi ne reprimam o pornire fireasca, sau este violenta la fel de naturala si sanatoasa precum iubirea, dar noi o metamorfozam in incompetenta?

"Confront your enemies, avoid them when you can
A gentleman will walk but never run"

Englishman in New York- Sting

Si daca lumea s-ar comporta precum mine o zi intreaga si ar actiona in consecinta, se va ajunge la haos, sau desavarsire? Intreaba-te si tu.

If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!